Lordy... oh well, i'll figure this out!
So little bit of updates for me, I AM 100% going to a horse show in March, 22 to be exact!
It's a NIHJA show (hopefully that will be a little smaller in attendance)
Adult Hunters for us (under 2'6")
Maybe i'll have CK get on him for a School Hunter or Training Hunter division
We are FINALLY figuring out the lead changes! (thank the lord!)
And we aren't attacking the jumps anymore! things are right out of stride and very comfortable, now i can even open up his stride without demolishing the jump in the process!
Yay us! haha!
Progress is the best accomplishment that i have ever made! but...
(there's always a but right?)
I wish I could have more!
Sometimes (well all the time) I feel like i'm not as good as my horse is. Well mentally mostly, CK is having me low right now so I don't screw up what little progress I've made! I get so in my head sometimes that when things get bigger I think I need to do more when I know I shouldn't do more! It's one of those small road blocks that i hope will go away soon!
I know that he and I have done it before!
So hight is no problem for him.
To be honest i'm not worried about the height, i'm worried about me doing something wrong... i'm worried about getting in his way but also about over doing it with my position.
Oi, i don't know. I want to jump higher but i know why i'm not, know what I mean?
Writing everything down like this actually helps me so much with some of my anxieties, i appreciate all of you who follow and are so patient with me :)
